To the seven, now six people that watch me. well today was my birthday... i am now 17.... today sucked, i lost a friend and i wasnt even there 2 tell her 2 stay cause some1 did care about her. that has never happened 2 me before, i guess there is a first 4 everything, right? i guess im not really in the mood 4 smiles so sry 4 the person who is reading this 4 such a dim and dull journal. i am in Massachusetts right now because of school. i am in a bording school for "fine arts", i am alone and wishing i was back in colorado. i guess i have 2 fly back down there 4 other things but it wont be the same. so 2 my six watchers, i hope u had a great day and i would love 2 hear about it 2 get my mind off of things....if any of u read this...


May god love the poet, the grim, the love that has been sent to him today my only smile, "My Fake Smile"